Any friends free this saturday?

la lang... just got tired of my blue room or the hospitals emergency room...

I need a breather....

im tired

So... any friends free this saturday?

Just chill out?

Im at home alone. Husband went out, Paula's at BF... me sitting alone here in this BLUE room. Last night we went out and watch Regine and Ogie's Valentine Concert. It was a blast.... It was Ate Sheila's treat. She's been with US Embassy for 3 years now and just got promoted. So she bought us PhP 1800 tickets near the stage... Lotsa singing and dancing and hugging together with my hubbys' aunt and uncle and with his cousins.  I got picture with Ogie Alcasid since he went off the stage... and sooner or later this will be broadcasted thru a local station and my worst nightmare... mabubuko ako na naglalakwatsa ako while on sick leave... hehehe! My officemate LOren says "Lagot ka Rae! Naka SICK LEAVE KA, tapos caught on CAMERA!" bhala na... geeezz... that worries me... bwahahaha..

With Ate Lali! Ogie Alcasid with Hugz.... this is the CAUGHT IN ACT PICTURE!!!!! And ofcouse video camera were all over.... because itll be soon be watch all over the Philippines thru a local network! And the thing was... GEEZZZ I LOOK SO PALE!!!!! HMP!

I just wish this picture is forever! We are currently FINE right now - you can see it from my smiles. He seem to stop fooling around with other girls... Maybe he noticed after 2 months in the row staying with me in the hospital is enough and trips to the doctor every week... and take good care of me (atleast before I say Goodbye).  I may say he really is doing something with this relationship... I guess every relationship will have to challenge the bumpy roads and learn from it... not to relive the moment that the relationship is bumpy but to atleast get the lessons that was learn and try not to commit the same mistakes and to relive the memories all over again...

It was my daughters'and husbands birthday last 15 of January - we didnt planned it - even Paula was Ceasarian. We had a swimming party. My hubby and I prepared everything starting from the balloons... we did it together... BONDING!!!! 

some scenes are unacceptable....

My hubby's fooling around with his phonecam. Hospitalized last 03- Jan -2006 at Evangelista Medical Hospital in Laguna... I said to myself... I'll stop smoking!

and after a month!

at Asian Hospital in Alabang....

my tag....

and everyone is asleep.... including hubby at the back...

My bed... Ilove those fluffy pillows!

Im about to go home in this picture... I feel so bad. What have I done to myself... I over do it! mY body is so weak... and these is so unacceptable

Its been a while since I post... my ripway account that host my pictures already expired. I was hospitalized for 3 days at Asian HOspital in Alabang....

hayy...

after a month that I was confined... geez... hospitalized again

getting tired!

This is nothing new...

I stayed 2 days in the hospital.

Acute Bronchial Asthma.

I'll Smoke No More.

I know the season is over... though what a heck!

Happy Holidays...

Im home for 3 days now suffering from asthma attack and throat infection.... geez.... Im sick... again

Maybe we are not meant for each other. We've tired our best to keep it up... maybe it is time to let go... For days its been all fight... discusssion and debate. Talk and talk though nothing is resolved. I just wish my mom knows whats happening... I miss her so much. I wish some of my siblings knows whats in my mind... and for them to atleast hug me and say... We are here ate... I miss my family. I know I have paula with me... she's all that I have right now.

Again. Today, I went out drinking all by myself. This is hopeless. Im heartbroken for the nth time...

Help me God!

I feel so down....

Hello! Im so sorry that its been a while since I log in and blog! Ive been so busy (Im always were... ) With my job and hubby around, time is kinda short! Ive got lotsa picture right now, with our new cam... hehehehe...

Last week our familys at Puerto Galera. We went there the 30th of October until 1 of November. 3 days 2 nights and stayed in a hotel called White Coral Resort. We spent 10k for the room though it has 7 Queen Size Bed... with great ameneties as well. Its beach front, so there are no problems with travelling. Unlike the last time I was there, it took us 15 mins walk for us to see the white sand and hustling people getting their tan! We've enjoyed our stay, though kinda irritated. My husbands family said that they'll share expenses with us... however when we arrived there... all meals were ours and ofcourse the lodging. Kinda unfair and I blurted it out at my husbands face... I was hesitant to bring my mom because I cant share that much... and she didnt come because kinda shy because she cant share anything at all! Hayy! In laws... minsan nakaka pika e! I wish we just went to Bora together with Pau, the money we spent at Galera was kinda big and should have bought plane tickets instead!

Right now, obviously were back in Manila and most of the time were at home. My shift starts at 8pm and ends 5am the next day. Just got off from work and a lot of Expats in the office right now... we went to tagaytay last Saturday morning after work. Kinda tired that day...  uploading pictures as of now....