Im at home alone. Husband went out, Paula's at BF... me sitting alone here in this BLUE room. Last night we went out and watch Regine and Ogie's Valentine Concert. It was a blast.... It was Ate Sheila's treat. She's been with US Embassy for 3 years now and just got promoted. So she bought us PhP 1800 tickets near the stage... Lotsa singing and dancing and hugging together with my hubbys' aunt and uncle and with his cousins.  I got picture with Ogie Alcasid since he went off the stage... and sooner or later this will be broadcasted thru a local station and my worst nightmare... mabubuko ako na naglalakwatsa ako while on sick leave... hehehe! My officemate LOren says "Lagot ka Rae! Naka SICK LEAVE KA, tapos caught on CAMERA!" bhala na... geeezz... that worries me... bwahahaha..

With Ate Lali! Ogie Alcasid with Hugz.... this is the CAUGHT IN ACT PICTURE!!!!! And ofcouse video camera were all over.... because itll be soon be watch all over the Philippines thru a local network! And the thing was... GEEZZZ I LOOK SO PALE!!!!! HMP!

I just wish this picture is forever! We are currently FINE right now - you can see it from my smiles. He seem to stop fooling around with other girls... Maybe he noticed after 2 months in the row staying with me in the hospital is enough and trips to the doctor every week... and take good care of me (atleast before I say Goodbye).  I may say he really is doing something with this relationship... I guess every relationship will have to challenge the bumpy roads and learn from it... not to relive the moment that the relationship is bumpy but to atleast get the lessons that was learn and try not to commit the same mistakes and to relive the memories all over again...

It was my daughters'and husbands birthday last 15 of January - we didnt planned it - even Paula was Ceasarian. We had a swimming party. My hubby and I prepared everything starting from the balloons... we did it together... BONDING!!!! 

some scenes are unacceptable....

My hubby's fooling around with his phonecam. Hospitalized last 03- Jan -2006 at Evangelista Medical Hospital in Laguna... I said to myself... I'll stop smoking!

and after a month!

at Asian Hospital in Alabang....

my tag....

and everyone is asleep.... including hubby at the back...

My bed... Ilove those fluffy pillows!

Im about to go home in this picture... I feel so bad. What have I done to myself... I over do it! mY body is so weak... and these is so unacceptable